I want to go back home

This sucks you know y. cuz school is coming and i like sckool cuz for eight hours the only people i have to deal with is me my friends and my teachers. but i dont like school cuz i hate homework. but i rather be in school than in my brothers house. cuz he wants me to call his home my home and that is never going to happen cuz its not fair that i have to make him happy when i am not happy. i am not happy cuz they took my DREAMS away from me and that is not right in my book. they took me from MY HOME for no fucking reason and when they "gave" me a reason it was not even close to a real reason. they think cuz im only 13 that they can tell me shit like this and i wont do anything about it. a no they are completly out of their fucking mines. hey i know that now i live in a better place but i rather live anywhere else but my dad and my brothers house. u know y cuz my ma pays 400 hun dollars in "rent" and she only gets 650 a month and she takes care of his child and she dont get paid by him she cooks ,cleans and still she gets NOTHING. oh but the 2 dumb bitches sit in the back of the car and his wife sit at the front so she wont do anything. and thats what gets me made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

something

i found out something about my self. well my doc told me that i am bipolar. yes its true i never thought this could happen to me. my doc told me that shes never seen me like this. so i told her that i had just moved in with my brother and his wife 2 months ago. so she told me that, that could be the problem for my sudden mood changes. to be truthful i HATE living in the same house as my brother amd his wife. i have NO space. and i HATE that in my home i hade all the space i needed. now i have zero.

something big

I am so happy cuz i am goin to get my new sidekick side cuz i broke the other one. And like i said before i am a bi and i came out and said it to my bff and she said she wanted to be my girlfriend for the longest time. So now we are together and we went to the movies yesturday and we saw Don't mess with the zohan. That was a pretty good movie and we had fun. But we almost got caught by her sister and we had to go to our hide out spot and we stayed there the whole night and we did somethings i would rather not talk about. But the good thing is that we act like this in school and nobody has said anything about it. And as you know or should know she is the tomboy and i am the girl that is a little bit girly but too girly. and if i spelled something wrong i am so sorry i can't spell to save my life.
Thank you for reading my blog!!!!!

me

I know that wat i write is just like wat everybod thinks bloggers would write, but it is true. i know u guys think i am 16 but i am only 12 turning 13 years old. i know it's amazing that all i am saying sounds weird but like i said before it is ture. if u want to beleive me u can if u don't u don't have to.

I am EMO

I am emo cuz wen i get mad i cut myself so i don't care if who ever reads this may say i am crazy but they don't know all i have been though. so if any of u have something to say i don't give a shit

i made a friend

i made a friend named Kate. She is an awesome person. even though she is way older than me she is a cool person.

i tried to try to kill my self

i tried to kill my self cuz i couldnt take it any more.
my mom tells me i need another therpist. i think i need another one to.

breakup

i just broke up with my boyfriend. I loved he and he told me he dosen't love me. I'm so sad b/c now i have nobody to go to the big party with.