I am emo cuz wen i get mad i cut myself so i don't care if who ever reads this may say i am crazy but they don't know all i have been though. so if any of u have something to say i don't give a shit
I used to cut too. I know the state of mind I got from hurting myself. For me it was a sick rush of pain of the flesh to distract me from thinking about the pain I had inside. Eventually it started feeling good to me. Looking back it disgusts me to know that I did that. I'm not trying to say that you disgust me, cause I remember what it's like at the time. But I do hope that one day, very soon, you see that what you do to your body now has the chance of staying with you forever. the scars you create will only remind you of the pain you left behind in this age. You will grow up, you will leave behind whatever it is that bothers you. The drama that seems to stalk you now will pass and perhaps you will open your eyes to the positives in life. They're there, all you have to do is pay attention. Look closely and you'll see it. When you do, this thing may be the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. It may be something that's always been right in front of you but you've always taken it for granted. This same thing happened to me and it took years of surrounding myself in the negatives in life before I truly opened my eyes and saw it for what it was. You may not give a shit about this now, but I just wanted to give my two cents on this, give you a different perspective on life.
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I used to cut too. I know the state of mind I got from hurting myself. For me it was a sick rush of pain of the flesh to distract me from thinking about the pain I had inside. Eventually it started feeling good to me. Looking back it disgusts me to know that I did that. I'm not trying to say that you disgust me, cause I remember what it's like at the time. But I do hope that one day, very soon, you see that what you do to your body now has the chance of staying with you forever. the scars you create will only remind you of the pain you left behind in this age. You will grow up, you will leave behind whatever it is that bothers you. The drama that seems to stalk you now will pass and perhaps you will open your eyes to the positives in life. They're there, all you have to do is pay attention. Look closely and you'll see it. When you do, this thing may be the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. It may be something that's always been right in front of you but you've always taken it for granted. This same thing happened to me and it took years of surrounding myself in the negatives in life before I truly opened my eyes and saw it for what it was. You may not give a shit about this now, but I just wanted to give my two cents on this, give you a different perspective on life.
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